I'm a sad little

[sadlittle]

My big has ignored me all week. I've been super excited for all the srattiness since before I even got a bid. My roommate is in my sorority as well, and she has been given the most meaningful, sweet, thoughtful things. It's not even the stuff, it's just the fact that her big is thinking about her. I would love even a handwritten note, but nope. Nothing. No word. I've been having a lot of problems with depression lately and I thought that this week would help. I've cried myself to sleep every night this week and I feel like shit.