Opinion on situation

[Elsal91]

Greetings to all,

I need your opinion on my situation. I became interested in a NALFO Org in SPR 12. I got the bid to pledge FALL 12. I dropped out of the process after 3 weeks due to personal reasons. After I left I did not speak to the brothers much, only a frequent hi and bye. I still attended fraternity events. In SPR 13 I become more involved. I really thought I was going to get the bid to pledge this semester. I did not get the bid. I was looking forward to it, I feel stupid for dropping out the first time. Since I didn't get the bid the second time around, I began looking at other NALFO Organizations. I came across another one and been in contact with the expansion personnel. I am gathering men and hopefully establish an interest group next semester. Unfortunately I will be graduating in May. My question is, does it look bad that I am looking to join another organization after I get denied from one? Does it seemed like Im just after letters?


P.S. The fraternity I got the bid the first time is the largest on campus. Other NALFO organizations died, therefore there are not many options.