Second chance? Advice, please.

[BumbleBeeofDDD]

I will make this super short. I was only an active for two years before I went through alumni initation. The reason for leaving was because I wasn't truly happy with what I was studying, and left to pursue Cosmetology. Now that I'm graduated from that and an alumni, I've been invited to help with recruitment and to participate in alumni events.

While living in the sorority house I moved in early and didn't really bond with my pledge class. I bonded with a few girls a class year older and it went terribly wrong. We had a falling out. At this point it was just me and my big and a few other girls. After I left I didn't really keep up communcation.

Fast foward a year later and I go through the alumni initation and alot of the girls are cold to me. Not all, but alot of them.

Now that I'm being invited to these alumni events I really want to go and have a second chance. I admit, that I am at fault for not keeping up the connections. I want to show them that I have changed and that I want a second chance at the sisterhood I never really got.

My question is, if you were in my shoes, would you try and do this even if it meant rejection? Or should I just pass on the events. I hope this is the right place for this.