I really need some help, as I can't express my feelings to anyone in my chapter.
The reason why....I am the President, and every day, I dislike my chapter more and more. Everyone talks about how there is always a respect in our chapter, but do not act like it. A sister cannot talk without having to deal with chatter all over the room, and it annoys me to no end. In addition, when sisters act in a way that is completely inappropriate to the occasion, and are called out on it, i have had these people literally come to me and say "F*** you, I will do what I want"
I obviously love my chapter and MOST of the sisters in it, but there are those who make life for the chapter and especially myself a living you-know-what. Although it has had so much of an impact on my college experience, i think more and more every day that it is JUST A SORORITY, which i hate to think. But you know what, i work 24 hours a week and carry 15 credits, and have to do this on top of it.
I am at a loss, and really dont know what to do. Has anyone else had these feelings that can give me some advice?? I don't know where else to turn!