Bad day...
Lost my little brother today...he was one of those pledges that despite my most valiant efforts I just could not make him care. He refused to take anything seriously... anywho... it was decided last night between our Hegemon, Pryt., and myself that he had to go, and let me tell you that sort of decision is murder to make...you wouldn't think it'd be difficult to lay aside personal feelings for the good of teke, but he was "MY little" and I wanted so much for him ot be a good teke. And even though he seemed releived to go, and even though it was for the betterment of our brotherhood that he not be a part of it, I can't help but feel like a failure.
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