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Open Letter to Anyone You've Lost
I know sometimes there's so much you want to say to a loved one that has passed away, sometimes letting other people read it helps you out... I don't know if it'll help any of you, but I hope it helps me..
Dear "Rub" (Brandon),
I just found out about 12 hours ago that the guy you lived with found you dead. I still don't know what happened to you, or anything else, just that I miss you. Everyone I've talked to so far thinks you accidentally OD'd on pills. Sadly, I wouldn't be surprised, but I am hurt. I cry so much when I remember telling you that one day you were gonna kill yourself 'doing stupid shit like that', but you didn't listen. You always thought you were so invincable...With all the stupid stuff you did do, and always came away fine, everyone else started to think you were invincable too. I guess you weren't. I'll never forget all the days we spent together on the phone, riding in your car, going to the bowling alley, just haning out, having a good time...I'll never forget all the funny things you said and did, all the times I thought you were going to go into 'fight mode'....I'll never forget any of that stuff, I'll never forget you. It's only been 12 hours since I found out you were gone, and it feels like it's been a lifetime...I miss you so much. It was wierd, I was just looking at a picture of you yesterday thinking "Man, I miss you Brandon, I need to get ahold of you..All this moving around and we haven't gotten ahold of each other...I wonder what you've been up to. I miss you." I didn't get to tell you that. I guess I'll get to miss you forever.
RIP, honey, I miss you and I'll always love you like a brother.
Brandon "Rub" Roberts, June 15, 2003
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