[Sistermadly]

I'm going to hire a personal trainer. I'm at the point where I'd rather stick a hot knife in my eye than do any more cardio, so I need some guidance in that arena. I was doing Body for Life, and I was having a lot of success with that, but I suspect that the muscle building/getting lean is the culprit behind my wide weight swings (losing 7 pounds in a week and gaining 6 back the next week).

I'm also going to try to kick my chocolate habit. There are days when I skip healthy foods just so I can have some chocolate, which is just wrong. I'm going to scale back to one or two small pieces of chocolate a couple of times a week.