[USFrush09]

I hate to not finish my recruitment story, but I actually took my first post down. I kind of need some immediate advice from my GCers.

I got a bid yesterday and I spent some time getting to know my sisters. I feel as if something is missing deep down inside. I had a stronger connection in other houses and I feel as if this house is not the right fit for me. I'm a junior so that might of played a role as why it was so harsh on me. All of the girls in my sorority are nice -- of course, but my recruitment week has been stressful and overwhelming. During my recruitment week I saw myself in three other houses, this one really wasn't one of them.


I have decided to try it out for a couple of weeks (before initiation) and see how I will feel. I just feel guilty that I might of taken away a bid from someone else that might of really loved my sorority. I really don't even know if greek life is for me. Another factor is that right before recruitment started I had serious family issues. I am just confused right now and don't know where to turn.


Any advice is appreciated.