While I love my chapter sisters dearly and see them very often, over the years since becoming alum I've grown closer with sisters who weren't from my area. My sisterhood circle got 10x bigger when I became an alum.

If you truly love your sorority, let go of the past and get involved with an alum chapter. It's likely these sisters don't know anything about your collegiate experience, so there's no need to bring in that baggage. You're no good to your sorority and your sorority is no good to you if you choose to continue to sit in that shit.

Like that old saying goes, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."