Yes, I understand. And please don't think I take it lightly. I'm having doubts since there is an org out there who wants me as a member and I feel like I'm turning up my nose at them. Even if exactly what I wanted was the full collegiate experience, I'm not sure I could step up and be a great member. I guess I'm concurring with most of what I've read about why grad students shouldn't (for the most part) be active members. Yes, it's a stupid situation.
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