[GeekyPenguin]

Originally Posted by christiangirl

OMG....gasp.....JAMES IS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!

Lol, I do think about that sometimes (mainly because people like you keep asking me ). Honestly, I doubt I'll know it's bad unless it hurts like hell (after the 3rd or 4th time). That's one of the pluses of waiting...we could be having really lousy sex, but if I can't compare it with anything, how should I know? I think of it like this: When I was 8, my mom gave me 10 bucks and I was practically HIGH with excitement. I'd never had so much and absolutely lost my mind with how good I had it. Now, some 13-ish years later, I can go through $1000 like it's nothing. What I wouldn't give to be THAT excited over $10 without being practically starving with $3 in my account and nothing but a stick of butter in the fridge.

Besides, I can probably keep it interesting enough that it won't ever be too bad. I have the sneaking suspicion that after all the time I'm waiting, I'm gonna be a freak.

You will know it is bad. You are kidding yourself if you think otherwise. Trust the "experienced" people on this.