My biggest fear is becoming a bum, I sometimes dislike my older sister with a great passion because my mother babies her. My mother purchased 3 vehicles for her everytime she broke them or was repossessed, while I had to purchase my 1st vehicle all by myself. I fend for myself while everything is given to my older sister. I'm 20 going on 40! I'm SO afraid of failure...I don't think I could handle it. I'm a second year nursing student and all of the classes are more difficult as I advance in the program. I secretly want to quit nursing school sometimes but I don't and will not because my dream is to become a nurse. Sometimes I feel that I am not worthy of love & affection even though I know I am! I'm just a nut case at times!
I'll be back with Part 2.