Another option to consider:
You're not eligible to re-rush for 1 year anyway, so you can wait it out. Keep pledging this semester, and if at the time of initation, you don't feel you're ready, you can ask to continue your new member period into the next semester. If by spring semester, you're still having serious doubts, you can still drop and rush in the fall. It's not the best of situation, but it's definetly better then initating when you're not ready, and then becoming "that girl" that brings the chapter down, or just dissappears into the woodwork.
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