I think that sometimes it's a little shocking when that "new member glow" wears off. I myself being recently initiated now realize that my chapter has problems too, things aren't great all the time, and unfortunately not everyone can be the best of friends. what you can do to make it better is to band together with the sisters who aren't treating you badly and create a positive place for yourself in the sisterhood. If girls are being unjustly mean to you, try speaking with your VP even though you are now initiated she can still help you iron out transitioning problems or speak to the older girls. you could also try speaking with your big sister. Also, remember that the older girls are older, with each passing year chapters morph and change, members graduate, and you will be able to help select a new member class that may change the way you feel. this might also be the older sisters way of teaching you (I don't know because I don't know all about the sitch). Either way, I wouldn't drop out unless i felt that all of my options for improvement were gone and that i had given it enough time to realize it was just a passing phase. It does happen to everyone, and it doesn't always last
SLAM,
Ashley
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