HC if it doesn't turn out right, you just clip the thread and start over?
HC you can dust yourself off, and try again?
HC you could try and sew the whole thing by hand?
HC I am about to share some real stuff with yall?
HC I am going to give you guys a little testimony?
HC I really didn't want to, but I feel like I'm supposed to?
HC I'll surrender and allow myself to be used?
HC I have had two cars?
HC both of them were in my boyfriend's name?
HC when I first tried to get a car, my credit was just not good enough?
HC I was upset, but I accepted the car in his name?
HC it has been 4 years since then?
HC JUST the day before my accident he said he would never do that for another woman again (not cuz of anything I did, lol)?
HC I was TERRIFIED after that accident, cuz I didn't know how I was gonna get another car since my credit was so bad?
HC I thought the only way I could get one was if my dude helped me?
HC I worried about it for about 2 or 3 days?
HC all I knew was that I really liked my job, and I needed a car to do it?
HC after a few days, I figured, Sparkle is gone for a reason?
HC I became still and knew that He was God?
HC I started to feel that calming peace I was tellin' yall about?
HC I just felt like He had it all worked out, and THIS TIME, instead of fighting against Him, I was just gonna go along?
HC I decided to pray on it and let it go?
HC I made my prayers specific and wrote down what I wanted in the car?
HC Sparkle had nothing: no power windows or locks, no tilt on her steering wheel (wtf, that should be standard), no cruise control, and only a cassette player?
HC I told God that in my next car, I wanted power windows and locks, a tilt steering wheel, cruise control, and either a in dash disc player or a disc changer?
HC a sun/moonroof was optional?
HC after I prayed, I let it go?
HC I almost picked it back up this morning?
HC in order to share a car with Loverman, I have to be up at 5:30am to have him at work by 6:00am?
HC by this morning I had had it?
HC I knew I had to get a car, and swiftly?
HC I started to worry, but I let it go?
HC I remembered yesterday?
HC yesterday I was watching an infomercial (my addiction) about this car dealership?
HC it welcomed repos, bankruptcies, and judgements?
HC I didn't think I could call cuz I don't have any of those (DUH)?
HC I figured I'd give it a try anyway?
HC today I called to check on my appointment that I'd made?
HC they asked me a few more questions and told me they'd call me back?
HC they called me back and asked me to come in and look at a car?
HC I was SO excited (remember, I've never had a car ALL IN MY NAME, ALL MINE, ALL MINE!!)??
HC I got on their website, and looked at all the used cars that they had?
HC I wrote down which ones I wanted?
HC she told me all I needed to bring was my DL and my insurance card?
HC I also took Loverman?
HC I figured I'd need him to co-sign my loan on a used car?
HC I got to the dealership and the first man we met was SO friendly, and NOT PUSHY?!?
HC he took us to our sales lady?
HC she took us to her office?
HC after we sat down, she looked at me and said, "We want to put you into a car with a rebate and a warranty?"
HC I looked at Loverman like, is she kidding?
HC I said OK and she started to walk me to the car?
HC as we're walking she tells me that it's a 2002 Kia Spectra?
HC I am in awe, but I'm like, OK?
HC we get to the car, I look inside, and I am crushed?
HC the inside was just like Sparkle, NOTHING?
HC I went ahead and test drove it, but I knew that car was not coming home with me?
HC when I got back, I told her I didn't like it and why?
HC she left to see what she could do, and I began to rationalize?
HC I figured if I was used to Sparkle and was rollin her, why not just get this car, same difference?
HC I was unhappy but I convinced myself to get the car?
HC she came back and told me that I could have the next grade up which would include EVERYTHING THAT I PRAYED FOR (no sun/moonroof, that was optional, remember?
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HC it's only costing me $16 more a month than I was paying for Sparkle?
HC I went ahead and test drove that one, and I liked it?
HC I praised His name from the time I drove off the lot to test drive until, well, I'm praisin' Him by tellin' yall what He's doing for me!!!!!!!!!
HC I told yall all of that to say this...?
HC the devil is busy?
HC my LS used to always tell me, "but he don't have no new tricks, they're all the same?"
HC she is so right?
HC he makes us doubt ourselves?
HC when you think about it, self-doubt, it's just ridiculous?
HC we are GOD'S CHILDREN?
HC (how can, lol) we doubt ourselves when we are children of God?
HC I want you to REALLY think about that last question?
HC if God was a TANGIBLE parent, there would be NO WAY we would doubt ourselves?
HC we'd be like, "What? Don't you know who I am? Man, God is my FATHER?!"
HC since we can't hear Him or see Him or touch Him or smell him, we don't react like this?
HC instead we doubt?
HC we have to stop?
HC I am a living testimony of how He works His mysterious ways?
HC my LS, Beauty08, told me that He did?
HC I really didn't think He would work it out by giving me a new car?
HC, Beauty, I love you, forever, until we are IBTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HC, GCers, I'm sorry that this was so long?
HC I hope that you got something out of it, I really do?
HC I almost forgot, my car is Silver and she only had 13 miles on her (3 from my test drive!)?
HC I haven't named her yet, I wanna get to know her first?
HC IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW HIM, YOU BETTA GET TO KNOW HIM!!!
Buen pregunta!
This is long!!
as a mofo?
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