Bad news
Well, I'm sorry to say this, but things did not work out for me at all at formal recruitment. I feel that no one wants me. I feel that they want the popular, outgoing girls. I wasn't popular in high school and I was shy. In fact, I transferred to another school in the 10th grade because I had trouble making friends. I was a total outcast. You see, I went to a different high school in the 9th grade away from my friends.
The rejection has took a hit on my self esteem. It might take me a while to get over this. If I don't get over this soon, then I will need to talk to a school psychologist to get some help.
Anyway, I asked the lady who called me about other options to join a sorority. And she said to try COB. She told me to e-mail the chapters after recruitment. The COB events won't begin until October. However, there is no guarantee that there would be any this semester. If all of the chapters reach quota and total, then she said it would be next semester for COB opportunities.
I (and the good Lord) have put it in my heart that I want to be in a sorority. I don't give up. It's in my nature to not give up on my dreams.
I need to stop typing because this is making my head hurt. I will get away for the weekend to recollect my thoughts.
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