The most heart rendering time is when you are a Founder.
It will consume you to the Nth Degree.
But as many others have said, it will be one of the most rewarding times of you life!

You will never forget it. Why, the hard ass work, the time and the mind set of what do we do to make us better.
Remember, when you go back to Homecomeing and Founders Day, you will be remembered as one of the Back Bones of Your Sorority.
You are helping to lay the first brick of the foundation of what will be!
Just to add, I have been doing this for 40 years. There is nothing better than seeing what you helped start than to see it still blooming in growth.