When random everyday stuff reminds u of that special someone u lost...
Don't u guys just hate that when it happens? I like to think that I am getting better at this getting over him thingie but when I see stuff, no matter how small or insignificant, and it reminds me of our "past" then I just temporarily falter, get weak in the knees, ya know it.
I pass by this parking lot of an apartment complex EVERYDAY. We used to park there and just talk,chill or just stare at the stars in silence. I try not to look at it but I still know that I pass by it so yeah,its no fun.
I spent the past weekend in Chicago w/ my family.The idea of the city already reminds me of him coz he grew up there and goes to school there now but going to his fave places (Navy Pier,aquarium) got me a lil down. Then as if that wasnt enough, this bus passes by right as I leave Nordstrom (and I thought I felt better coz i went shopping)and it had a sideboard ad for yay *sarcastic*the movie for Final Fantasy, only his favorite game.
Well, as that old song goes.."Everytime you go away, you take a piece of me with you..."
it's just late and i guess i need to release these weird thoughts before i go to sleep...
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