Nervous!

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I have finished shopping and have planned all of my outfits. I've gotten my manicure appt set. I have nothing left to do EXCEPT be nervous! How much does that suck? I also keep imagining the horrible scenario of being cut from every house. My most dreaded scenario: Someone asking me, "You're HOW OLD and you're rushing???" So that I don't irritate my best friend with my nervousness and excitement (he's the only one I've been talking to about rush here) I've been keeping a journal. I can't tell you how many entries there are where it is obvious that I'm a basketcase right now...