Alright, now I'm faced with an unexpected dilemma. I don't want to seem pathetic or desperate, but there is, a bit ironically, one more chance to get recruited to a Greek organization this semester. It's a NPC that's recolonizing on my campus. I don't know much about it, but I have a chance to rush and become a founding member of the chapter. I'm still fresh from my rejection from PSP (which I discovered was because even though I was an ideal match and hit it off with the brothers, the applicant pool was too vast), and I'm wondering if the only reason I'm considering this at all is stemming from my ticking "Greek expiration date". I still very much want to find my family, and I thought I had done so, so what do you think I should do? Go to this NPC rush and see, or wait until next semester to rush PSP again OR go through formal again. Or should I throw in the towel, accept that I'm a loser, and begin my days as a GDI! I'm starting to feel pathetic, but I honestly just want to find the group on campus that feels most like family. This isn't about being popular or wearing letters for the sake of wearing letters. I just want to be accepted and loved by awesome people, which have always been my reasons for joining Greek life.
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