Not sure what to do....

[PM_Mama00]

If your sisters are true sisters, then whoever you told would be totally supportive of you, and would also keep it to herself if that is your wishes.

I've been through the exact same thing that you have, cept since my 10th grade year, and I've never had help. I still get really depressed. The person who I found to confide in wasn't even one of my sisters... he was a fraternity brother. A stereotypical one too! You never know who u can find to talk to about your problems. As for sisterhood, any one of those girls should be supportive. A month before I joined, one of the girls from our chapter committed suicide. She had help, and all the love from our sisters. I never knew her and I don't know the exact story. But I do know that she had a lot of very good friends in the sorority who tried as much as possible to be there for her, and were deeply saddened when she passed.

I think about suicide all the time. I get depressed all the time. But by finding a good friend to talk to about my problems, I realized that it's not the way out. Don't worry... once you get to know your sisters, you'll find that one person who'll be there for you. No one is going to shun you because you have problems. You'll be surprised how many sisters I've talked to that have also contemplated suicide. I can't say that it's a normal high school/college student thing, because that'd be horrible. But it's a lot easier to talk to someone who knows what you're going through.