I am not a cancer survivor, but I wanted to share something with you. The long-time pastor at my (unitarian) church has cancer, and he gave a sermon entitled "My Walk with Cancer" that I found deeply moving. I hope that it might be of some encouragement to you.
My very best thoughts are with you.
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"...we realized somehow that we weren't going to college just for ourselves, but for all of the girls who would follow after us..." Bettie Locke