what a disaster!!

i told my exec today and it did not go well. it could be worse i guess. before i could even tell her i was going to resign myself (thank you 33 and everyone else for helping me make a hard choice) she started yelling and made it into this HUGE deal that i was selected.

i might as well have been the wicked witch from the east!!

so she yelled at me to quit being so selfish which doesnt even have anything to do with this and resign.

i told her i wanted to and that i tried to tell her but she didnt believe me.

now shes going to tell the entire exec and i will have to go to standards!! for coming clean!!



i dont tell them half the stuff that goes on and thank goodness because they would probably hang me in public!!!

im just waiting for this to blow over but thanks to everyone for the helpful advice i think i just needed some encouragement!!