Torn : ABC / XYZ

[lovie]

I am very much interested in "ABC" sorority and interested in "XYZ".

"ABC" is currently not on campus and the NPHC advisors don't know how long it will be before they come back (may be years, months...).

Since "meet the greeks" at the beginning of the semester I have kept in contact with a member of XYZ. Recently they had an interest group to see the interest of XYZ on campus to decide if it would be worthwhile to bring the sorority back.

We just came back from thanksgiving break and the member of XYZ that I have been keeping in contact with sent me an email that if I was still interested, contact her ASAP.

My worries are, that I don't have 'business attire' to wear (and that was why I didn't attend the interest meeting and also I would not have wanted to go alone) And I am worried about what they will think of me. I am a young, quiet reserved woman. Im fairly quiet so don't too many people know me on campus rather than seeing my face. If I worry about these things, should I just wait a little while longer for "growth" and/ or wait for [my heart] "ABC" to return and see how that goes- if that will ever happen?! (and while I am still in school.)

Please, seriously respond!-- Thanks!