Thanks for your supportive posts! The situation isn't as bad as it seems some of you think it is. I don't want to deactivate because I do love belonging to my sorority. It's just questioning whether I would've belonged better in a different one. But I've made my decision for a reason and I'm going to stick to it. I hope that living in the house will help me to get to know people better and maybe even get into some kind of leadership position so that I can reach out to more people. Being in my GLO has been discouraging at times, yet very rewarding overall. If nothing else, I've though so far, I wouldn't have met my lil sis who is now one of my best friends and we wouldn't be going on Spring Break together! I think though, that it makes me not feel so guilty for having doubts, reading these posts. Thanks for your help