Okay, I used to be engaged to this guy, right? Well, we broke it off for some personal reasons (okay, he was cheatin, but anyway...) Lately, he's been trying to get back with me and I love him and all, but I'm not trying to put my heart out there again. Here's the kicker, too. I believe God gives me dreams about what's going on in our relationship. He's been doing that for a long time, although I tried to ignore some of them. Just like He would show me dreams of my ex cheating on me, but I shrugged them off, thinking it was all in my mind. Well, as you know, that came out to be true. Well, I've actually been thinking about getting back with him. I know, you think I'm silly...sometimes I think that of myself
. Last night, though, I had this dream about him in the bed with three different girls at the same time. None of them were me. My ex and I used to listen to Sade all the time and whenever we heard one of her songs come on, we would say 'I love you' and kiss each other. In my dream, I caught him playing a Sade song for someone else. When I confronted him about it, all he did was cry. I've been having dreams like this for a little while now. I don't know what else to think or do. All my emotions for him have been exhausted, but I still feel for him. Is that crazy or what? Well, I just had to vent a little bit. Hope I didn't get on anyone's nerves. Pray my strength in the Lord, PLEASE!!
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