Squeamish
I usually have a really good intuition that kicks in when stuff like this comes around. Last year, I had a really bad feeling about rush. We had several things happen during rush and ended up having to file 3 rush infractions against one sorority. Ever since then, I hate fall rush. I have tried to explain my feelings to the people who are involved around me and they think I'm preposterous.
I hate formal rush. I don't want to do it. Last year, I told them that when I get feelings like complete dread. . .I try to steer clear from the situation. And it's weird because informal rush, I'm totally different.
No one understands me. What should I do?
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