i feel so let down...
there is a girl who was going through the pledge process 2 years ago and we had to drop her. she wasn't completing her assignments and she was lying to us. the other pledges were covering for her and trying to fix things without letting us know.. needless to say, she wasn't very happy with us when we let her go...
flash forward to this semester. she starts hanging out with us again during informal rush, and decides she is definitely rushing. alot of my sisters have iffy feelings about her, but i am a huge believer in second chances, and i push for her. she interviews and things go well, and she does get a bid by the skin of her teeth. i am so happy, i really feel as though this girl has changed and deserves it. celebrate, celebrate yay for a week.
flash forward to today. she has to turn in her grades adn schedule to our educator, and she has lied again. she said her grades were a 3.6 and she has a 1.7. the classes she said she was taking, she's not. i just can't understand how she could do this to us.. how could she sit in front of all those girls she lied to and lie again, knowing we will find out. of course, we have to drop her because we can't let it get as far as it did with the lying last time.. it is just so sad and i feel so let down and heartbroken. i put my trust in this girl, an di put my neck on the line.. she let me down..

such a sad day today.