Tell me this isn't it....

[AXJules]

Ok here I go with my late nite philosophical, depressing posts, but....

Lately (this semester and last) I've had one hell of a time with friends at school. It's sad to say but I had 2 pretty big fights with 2 influential people in my chapter- as a result there are very few people in the house who say hi to me, and about 3 that I would actually consider hanging out with. I've never really not had a lot of friends, so this is something I've had to get used to and it's really brought me down.

I've talked to a lot of people about this and it seems like most people's 'best friends' when they're in the real world and out of college are the friends they met while they were in school. I'm a 2nd semester junior and I"ll be moving out of the house soon.

Is this it? For those of you out of school and making a life for yourself, are most of your close friends people from college? It scares the shit out of me that I'll graduate, move back home, and be totally alone. My friends from high school have all left Chicago for good or else I have lost touch with them.
I dont' know, I'm pretty depressed and I'm just looking for someone to tell me that pissing off the wrong people in my house didn't curse me to live the rest of my life alone. But yeah, I want honest answers, too. What do you think???