Are you missing someone over the break?

[EagleChick19]

Originally posted by sairose
*sigh*

No bf here...but desprately miss my crush. He's one of my best friends in the whole world who I have pretty much fallen in love with, and he has no idea. Funny thing is, didn't realize exactly HOW MUCH I cared about him until I went home for break. I'm so pathetic...I look at pictures of him and almost want to cry because I want to see him again. Man, I've got it bad......*big sigh*

Okay I'm about to ramble here...so bear with me.....but this guy is unlike any other guy I've ever liked. I've dated a lot of people and had several unsuccessful relationships. I've had crushes on a lot of guys. But I like this guy more than any of my past crushes combined. I'd do anything for him. I have stayed up all night with him before helping him with papers or projects, as well as little things like baking him cookies, giving him a card just to thank him for his friendship, all kinds of things. The thing is, the minute I met him I felt this overwhelming feeling like I was meant to be with him. We're close friends and are together all the time and every day that goes by I love him a little more. I feel like he might like me, but I don't want to interpret what isn't there. I can't picture myself with anyone else now, and I've even DREAMED that I was married to him. I know everyone on here probably thinks I'm psycho right about now...but what do you guys think? Do you think I feel this way just because I like him so much, or do you think maybe it's an inner voice telling me I really AM supposed to be with him? Has anyone else felt this way? And if so, how did it turn out? I'm so confused.

Sorry for all this...it's just been on my mind and I wanted some input.

Trust me, SAIrose. I'm in the same position, but my crush is in Finland right now, and won't be back until school starts again!