The ramblings of a single woman... (TFKA ...crying pink and green tears...

[lil_sunshine]

Originally posted by 1savvydiva


Thank you girl! I can't say that I feel better, i really don't...but it's alright. I was going thru the "antibiotics for a broken heart" thread on DST ave. I listened to the Chante Moore song and just fell out laughing about the "I hate your dog!" line. I am going to be alright. I was feeling good until he called and just went off on him and started crying, and I hate that I let him see me/hear me like that. I wish I could control my emotions a little bit better when it came to him. I can hold my tongue for everything else...but I just poured my heart out there for him to just say "OH". I really wish I could take that back! Anyway, I appreciate you being there for a sista...I really do!

I was kinda wondering what sign you were, and that your behavior sounds like something a Cancerian would do. I know b/c I'M A CANCERIAN!!!!!!!! 7/11/77!!! And I also know how you feel b/c I felt like this when I broke up with my first bf. I just didn't cry that much b/c we'd only been together for three months. Now had it been three years and I'd bought him a mattress, I think I woulda did something devious to that dayum thang (just not burn it)!!!!!! The only things that I did burn were pictures we had taken together. I also gave back the hand-me-down teddy bear he gave me for Christmas in '97 to his little sister for her birthday in 2000. My original intention was to mail the bear to his house in the box I used for my Winnie the Pooh with a malicious letter in Spanish (he's Honduran). I decided against it when he and I had become cool again temporarily (that's the key word here!) and I had called and wished his youngest sister happy birthday. I apologized to her for not having been able to get her a present and she told me, "Oh that's okay, b/c nobody's getting me anything for my birthday anyway." She had turned 10 at the time. I really felt bad and I decided to handwrite a personal note to her wishing her a happy birthday and letting her know how I felt about her. I don't know what's up with the bear now, but I don't care at this point. It's outta my hands and once I did that, I don't waste my time worrying about it. I haven't spoken to himor anyone he's associated with in over two years and even after the 9/11 attacks, I still have no desire to speak to him. I know that sounds cruel, especially after an event that was supposed to pull Americans together, but I can't associate myself with a flea-ridden dog that has binches running around sniffing around his @$$. Lo siento, papi, pero usted es lleno de mierda y todas las muchachas necesitan reconocer eso. Can ya translate that???