Be careful what you wish for

[AlphaSigLana]

As many of you know, I was feeling very disconnected with my house last year, so I decided to go on national exchange. AT first it was great. I loved going to the beach and I met a few great people. It is now Oct and I am unhappy. It is impossible to find jobs on campus. I finally got a job, but it only lasts from Oct to Nov. I will only be making enough to buy food, I won't be able to afford Christmas gifts. I joined the Criminal justice society, but they are very disorganized, panhellenic was very nice to let me come at this school, but with my job, I can't make meetings-- plus it'a little weird since they don't have my chapter. Every other org cost money and I have none. The other activities I want I can't find any info on so i don't think they exist anymore. I don't have a car so that is a big problem as well-- I can't work off campus. I have a group of 4 guy friends and 2 gf(one is my roomie). So whenever my roomie goes to hang out with our guy friends and I go I feel like a follower. also i have had my lap top stolen and my laundry basket. last week someone took the magnet i had with my pic on my door and put it on my neighbor's door--my pic was defaced. . My other friend is always hanging out with her. I'm used to gf's! I am so lonely. I feel like such a baby. My question is should i stick out my exchange for the year or go back home? I know that some girls have deactivated and moved out of the sorority house so i would have a place to live. but i still don't feel like I have friends in my house. My little sis has 2 adopted bigs now, so she never emails me, but she will call me when she isdown, but never to see what is new with me or how i am doing. i would call her and I did, but she was always busy or uninterested in talking, but i no longer have a cell phone, so i don't call her.