what does dg mean to you?

[sarahDG]

hi--
i have to say that i am very disenchanted with delta gamma at this point...in fact i am fairly close to regretting the day i ever accepted my bid. i just went through what (i hope) is the hardest year of my life, and i have survived...but i have lost all of my sisters. i put in a year and a half of dedicated service to my chapter through holding office and countless other things (i've even gotten member of the year the past two years), and now i guess none of that matters. i made a mistake, i will admit that. but now, instead of supporting me or even just staying nuetral, my chapter has turned completely against me...leaving me with no option but to sit alone and cry. i got an email from my pleadge mom today...who for the past year and a half has been my closest, most trusted friend. and the email told me to do her a favor and not persue our friendship. i am torn between incredible sadness and anger. and i am torn because for the year and a half that things were good, they were great. but once i am revealed to be human, i am deserted. i am sorry to post such a depressing message, but as i said before, i have no one else. i keep going back to the oath of friendship and our rituals...and, well, i guess they really don't matter.