sooo nervous!!!

[alphagambaby]

Okay, so I was just initiated this past spring through C.O.B., so I'm not familiar with the whole recruitment process. That being said, we've all been practicing for all the different parties for the past week and a half, basically working ourselves to death. But last night our alumnae chapter came so that we could practice preffing them and I was talking to a woman and I got so nervous, I couldn't think of anything to say and I just started crying! Earlier in the week, I had been practicing with one of my sisters and I started crying then too, but I had been sick and I was stressed out, so I figured that was the main reason why I did that. But anyway, I ran out of the room crying, and my sis-mom came out there and hugged me and then our chapter advisor came out too and she was like, "If you are getting too upset about it, then you don't have to do it." So now I feel terrible because I'm scared and nervous but I don't want to not be a part of Recruitment... have any of you ever been in my shoes before? I need some words of wisdom from you older squirrels!!

Loyally,
Abby