Reverse Karma

[Dionysus]

All of my life I've been told "what comes around goes around". Send out positive energy, you get positive energy back. Same thing w/ negative energy. You get out what you put into it. And, I often witnessed it in OTHER peoples lives. However, that isn't the case with ME. When it comes to relationships, if I send out positive energy I'll get back negative (eventually), and if I send out negative energy sometimes I get positive energy back (eventually). When it comes to tasks, the more energy I put into something the worse the results, and the less energy I put into the better the results. I find this very stressful and disturbing.

Tell me that I'm not crazy and reverse karma exists. Anyone else ever experieced this?