Big/Little selection Drama. In need of advice.

[QueenBee90]

Ok Last semester (Fall 2015) there was some drama within my soroity over big/little selection. Long story short about 9 girls (including my self that were qualified to have a little) Got screwed over due to favortism by our pledge coordinator. It went down hill and got really ugly fast. I mean it was not due to a shortage of pledges ( there was 15+ girls) It was irrating cause the bigs that did get picked more than half got more than one little and the pairing were really bad cause none of the bigs got the littles they wanted etc. Almost 9 girls threatened to turn there pins in at the end of the year due to how bad it had gotten. It was crazy with all the rumors and dirty secrets ( So much that I can write a book ab out it)

But yea this spring I will be eligible again to get a little. Thing is I'm not sure If I want to this time. Due to the possibility of getting screwed over again. The pledge coordinator doesn't like me very much. But then again I dont really have much choice since I am a junior this year and I really dont want to wait till next fall since I think that would be unfair to not to get to know my little as much. Plus If I choose not to get a little it would pretty much be the end of the line for the branch of my soroity family (my great grand big, my big etc.) got any advice on how to deal with this? Thanks!