Going through recruitment again worries

[mrw2904]

Last year I was a freshmen who went through recruitment. I had some family issues so I had to drop a week in. I want to go through recruitment again as a sophomore this year but I am scared because what if the chapter remembers me

My school claims to not be big on greek life and it isn't the way southern schools are but it's still competitive. I got dropped from 9 (out of 12 houses) after open house and was left with 3. I ended up with 1 house on pref day and this is the sorority I accepted a bid from.
I am also scared if I go through recruitment again I will be dropped the same way I was last year, and the house I joined will remember me and drop me and that I will not find my home.

I have joined more activities and gotten my grades up a little.

Is it okay during recruitment to talk about how I went through the process last year but had to drop due to family troubles (not planning to go into details) or should I pretend I haven't rushed before.

Please any advice or similar stories or anything will be helpful