I Don't Really Feel Like I Belong

[isheep]

Honesty...I don't feel like i belong in the chapter i am in right now. I really want to be in another chapter that i started out wanting so badly but my Rho Gamma told me to just go with the chapter that wants me the most...but now that I'm a member I really don't feel it. I do not feel the sisterly bond. I feel left out most of time. I do not feel as though i fit in or that the letters I wear on my chest are mine. I have tried to hang out with the sisters but they just doesn't seem to want to be sisters as much as I do. I still wish to be in Z more than ever. So much that i am willing to transfer to a different school just to be in Z. I don't know what to do. I was thinking of disaffiliating myself...but I don't think I could join another sorority on campus if I do.

Any Advice would be wonderful<3
Thanks