Don't Know What To Do? HELP

[nyr1993]

Hey y'all
So i recently just rushed for a sorority and loved it at first but now I'm not sure if I would like to be in it. I need some advice. Let me give you the details of the story.
During Rush I really fell in love with 2 sorority's. Ill give them names Red and Blue. It was really hard to decide which one I loved more. Some girls where going for the Red one and thats the only one they would choose so after i came from tours at the red i loved it but i loved it even more just because all my friends loved it to. I still love BLUE just as much but i guess my friends made want to be in the RED one just a bit more. I ended up putting RED first on my list at the end of two weeks of Rushing and got a bid.
This is where the difficulty comes in. This sorority is a bit religious , even though the sorority itself isn't a sorority based on religion many girls in it do practice the same one. Its not that i don't respect religion its just that because the girls have that in common i kinda feel outta the loop/awkward/ out of place when ever things are brought up that pertain to that. They also have weekly brunches and friday dinners which are a kinda tradition to that religion, they invite everyone but if you are not of that religion many do not go. I love the girls who recruited me there but other then them I don't feel like i fit in. Chances are I'm probably going to drop it

Second part of this is I still want to be a part of Greek life. It honestly seems like a lot of fun and I know it would make the most of my college experience. I understand that once you accept a bid and want to drop and re rush you must wait 365 day from your bid day which will mean i will have to wait till my next formal recruitment which means i will be seeing all the sororities i have seen before especially RED.
First things first, Will my encounter with my old sorority be awkward? chances are yes but how do i handle it.
2) I know that many girls will recognize me will this give me a disadvantage? How do i overcome this? I constantly see girls around campus from other sororities that know i went through rush and took a bid.

I just need some advice about the whole thing, any advice will help thanks!