Dilemma...please HELP/ADVICE...transferring, etc.

[PPL4ever8]

So I have a dilemma and also I kind of just want to vent. I honestly am not getting anything out of my chapter anymore. I love Pi Phi, don't get me wrong, but I just feel like I'm on the outside looking in. I was processes chair during recruitment so I was pretty much left to fend for myself and hang out with AAC, which was fun and everything, but I feel like I missed out on the bonding time with my sisters. After that, I've tried to go out with them and get back into it, but I just feel like I don't have anybody close and sometimes I feel like a stranger in my own house, like nobody wants me there anymore. In addition to that, my big sis barely talks to me anymore and never wants to do anything together. I just feel down about the whole thing. I'm seriously ready to just de-activate because I'm not getting anything out of it. I even tried going out for other positions and exec to give me reasons to stay but I've been passed on that. I'm starting to apply to transfer to other schools that have better programs for my major (my school now doesn't have a communications major, which is what I want) and they have a Pi Phi in the schools I'm applying to. Should I just hold it out until I know for sure I'm going to transfer and then see if I like the girls in that other chapter? What if I apply for UAS now and then end up transferring, will that look bad to the other school's chapter if I want to reactivate?