You can't beat yourself up about this. It was simply because you're a junior and with the number of ladies on their lists, extenuating circumstances just don't get remembered. I'm so sorry for your loss. Yes, check into COB, and keep your ears open for a new chapter coming (no, I don't know anything, just saying if it happens, they will want even seniors). And get yourself into some other activities as soon as possible so you can get on with the healing process. And do use your Pi Chis for support. Again, I'm so sorry.
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