Very serious questions to the Kappas

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First I want to thank the member who pmed me in response to my first question I posted on here. I'm sorry I didn't get back to you, but I hadn't posted since "before" your pm was sent to me. I didn't reply to your pm, because I'm not sure how much you post on this message board. I have another problem. I got cut again and I don't know why. This is the third time I've been cut. I'm a senior now and I'm done trying to get in, now. I still want to join after I graduate, but how much harder will this make it for me to join? I wish I knew what it was that got me cut. I thought I interviewed well, so I don't know if that was the problem. It seems like a pattern. After I went to the fall interest meeting, they started acting funny around me again, just like they did the first two times. The guys they liked and picked up are acting strange around me too, just like the first two times. I know they already have the potential members they want, but I've been down since my sophomore year, and all of these guy are sophomores and juniors so I know more members than they do. Like I said in my earlier thread, I'm cool with a few members. They're cool with me whenever I see them on campus or in the student union building, but whenever I see one of them with one of the potentials they act funny and don't say much. I just want to know what do you guys think I did that may have gotten me cut (three times) and how can I fix this for future intake? Also, will this get out if I try to go grad? How will this effect me and will it effect me?

I would really appreciate a serious response and please no jokes. I'm very serious about becoming a member of Kappa Alpha Psi. Your help will be greatly appreciated.