Perfect fit

[zackandmirifan]

I have a problem... I don't know what to do because I got into a sorority that was ever even 2nd choice, except when it had to be after pref round b/c i was asked back to two houses. I was dying to get into my first pick (Sorority A) and everything seemed to...fit. I care deeply for their philanthropy and loved every girl I talked to. Unfortunately, I did not receive a bid from them, and ended up in a sorority that I never desired to be in. I kept sorority B on the list b/c I was trying to maximize my options, but I just can't stop thinking about how great it would've been to get into sorority A. I feel bad about this, I wish I was happier for being in sorority B, but I'm not. I like all the girls well enough and respect them greatly, but I just can't get over how I felt like I fit in way better at Sorority A. I know that since I accepted the bid from sorority B that I would have to wait a year to go through recruitment again (which next time I would do informal). But I really need to move out by this fall, so waiting a full year is problematic. I just don't know what do and was wondering if anyone had any suggestions. Thanks, sorry for the essay