I never told the guy who I was with at the time about my situation. I was scared that he would abandon me anyways. And after he left me for the reason of me "not putting out an longer" I'm a) glad I didn't tel him and b) glad he left me. As far as my friends I've been best friends with one person for 15 years I don't think her and I are going anyplace sepreate for a while and the guy I'm with now makes me feel completely safe and secure. I'm fully functioning and able to get through daily life it just makes it easier to know I'm not the only one out of my close group of friends and it's great to know that I'll have them to turn to. Even if it's just for now this for now can make my later a lot easier
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