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It's over
It's over. All done. I broke up with my fiance. It was miserable. We had decided to see other people 2 weeks ago, then last week he calls, and I decide it's over. Then, I talk to my best friend, and she tells me what's been going on while we were not seeing each other. He already had a rebound chick, and had visted her 2 hours away, telling me he had a job interview and that's why he was gone. Hurt, I decide I want all my stuff back, take off on Wed morning to drive 6 hours just to get my stuff so I can have closure right now. Stupid, and hotheaded, I know, but it worked. But when I got ther, he looked great, and I thought that I was the stupidest person for breaking up with him. Then I looked around, noticed all the pictures of him and me were gone, and in a frame I had given him, was a picture of them.
So I got my stuff, told him she was a rebound, and came back to Pullman. Now here I am, being semi-ok for the first time since we broke up. Now how do I move on? I still care, but I am so ready to stop feeling like an idiot for letting him lead me on (he already cheated on me once) and I just want to get out there and get my own rebound.
I just had to put that all down.. I feel a lot better now.
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