Thank you for all the support. I can't tell you how much the kind words and thoughtful gestures you've all shown me has improved my spirits.
Some crazy things have been happening lately and I've decided to just lay low for awhile. However, I did notify the Panhellenic advisor and one of my Gamma Chi's that I am interested in COB or winter informal, whichever comes first.
I still have a great amount of respect for the greek system at my school, even if in the end it failed to match me anywhere. I think my biggest mistake throughout rush was, as someone pointed out, relying too heavily on my accomplishments and not enough on my personality. I suppose it was something to fall back on due to my slight shyness, I know I know... me, shy? pft! But it's true. I can be!
I'll mingle throughout the next term, keep myself occupied with homecoming duties, meet lots of new people, keep up the bamf grades and things will be ok. I'm already involved in everything I want to be involved with at school, the only thing missing was greek life. Hopefully that will come in due time.
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