ugh

[LeslieAGD]

So, my life sucks right now and I just don't know what to do other than complain because I don't see any solution. First and foremost, I miss Chris. I thought I was doing fine and then I went and saw A Walk To Remember and it messed me up. He leaves on Feb. 9th and I really want to call him before he leaves so I can have some closure, but it just feels ackward and I don't know what to say. Second, I hate my roommates...not dislike...really hate. They are terrible! They treat me like I'm invisible and I don't want to sit down with them because I know they'll just gang up on me and make me feel worse. School is okay, but the closer I get to graduating, the less effort I feel like I'm putting in, which is such a bad attitude. The only thing that is keeping me sane is spending time with other sisters. I've gotten really close to some of the girls I don't normally hang out with that makes me happy. But, overall, I'm just so unhappy.