Apology To The Black Woman
For you ladies who have been abused, lied to, dumped on, or just plain old unappreciated by a Brother, hopefully, this will make you feel better. From a Brother who loves you, check this out (not my writing but my sentiments)
" I APOLOGIZE"
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>I apologize black woman for all the seen and unseen lies,For the heartache
>and pain that brought tears in your eyes. I apologize black woman for not
>being true from the start, for running away from you, leaving a hole in
>your heart.
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>For ignoring your feelings and pushing them aside, because I was too damn
>arrogant and pumped up with pride. I apologize for making promises that I
>couldn't keep, for building a foundation based on treachery and deceit.
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>Being selfish and inconsiderate, I did what I wanted to do, making costly
>decisions without thinking of you. I apologize for not holding you through
>restless nights and stormy days,for my immature thoughts and my foolish
>ways.
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>Instead of carrying your love with me, I just threw it on the shelf,after
>we made love I turned away, only thinking of myself. You cried your heart
>for me, while I was out running wild and loose, I destroyed the essence of
>your love with physical, mental, and emotional abuse.
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>I gave you hell black woman by giving up when times got rough,I didn't slap
>you, I pushed you, I neglected you--even that's bad enough! Now I see why
>you build a wall around you, because it is me you despise,but that's the
>price that I have to pay for all the times I wore a disguise.
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>I pray to GOD that one day you will realize, That I LOVE YOU BLACK WOMAN ,AND I APOLOGIZE.
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