So here I go.....

[Jimmy Choo]

Oh I don't mind at all. Honestly i was wondering how long before someone brought that up. To make a long story short, and I don't mean to sound disrepectful towards my local sisters, but the amount of work that was going to have to go into that turned them off. It never really sank in until we tried to get into it. Without giving out every sordid detail I finally had to say to them "How serious are you b/c this will not be easy and it will take years!! if ever..." Pretty much, they all said that was too much to commit to. And b/c I'm trying to go back to school, I can't do it all. So, I must say I was crushed. I mean like really depressed! When I kinda turned the corner was around Homecoming. Almost all my friends had their house to go to and I didn't. One of the girls I was with had been one of my sisters in my local (she AI'd into the national that took us over). She was telling me about how her biological sisters joined the same national and how she couldn't wait to have kids so they could join it too. It hit me that if I were to ever have a child, they wouldn't be a legacy to anything! So that's when I started giving this AI process some serious thought. As for joining the org that took over my local, that I'm still thinking about. I've actually met some ladies who joined that org right after it went national and they are awesome!!!! But I'm not sure if it's the right group for me. That may sound silly but.... I just don't get as excited as I do about other groups.
I hope this makes a little sense.....