The thing about all of it is that I hadn't intended on going. I wouldn't have drank as much as I did had I the intentions of going. I literally was pulled onto the bus and forced to go by about 12 people. I wouldn't have even gotten sick that night had I drank the equivalent, but not gotten on the bus, but it was due to the bus' uneasiness and sitting down, being inactive. But the other thing is that I can't tell their head girls that because they'll want a sister to take responsibility, and I don't want my friends to have to be reprimanded in any way...so I take all the blame and get the smudge on my record. I guess it is lightened by the fact that 3 other people also became ill, expressing it liquidly, but still...it sucks cause I feel awkward now, already.
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